~Faryuu

Hi there guys.... a little bit of art updates.


A few updates on things to be submitted, and things I plan on working on...

1. a whole series of AFI and affiliated beings...
a) Jade- Inking now. He has a Jadehawk in this one.
b) Davey- Going to ink after I'm done with Jade.
c) Adam- going to be drawn ....
d) Hunter- going to be drawn....
e) SMITTTH!!- has yet to figure out what to do.... probably the puppet thing and the frozen hands.
f)Miss Murder & Black BUNNIES!-.... a major HORRAY!
g) 'Snow Witch'- the lady that killed Davey in "Love Like Winter"

2. KyonxItsuki..... requested by . Please wait.... I wanted to do a project of my own right now... I was having issues drawing Yaoi, so I decided to take a break from requests.
3. 's request- Tohru
Also putting a wait on that... hang in there!!!
4. 's request- SasoDei
.... what happened to you?!


I'm getting requests from
and someone else... I forget, I have to go back and look!




A Rant has either touched down, been spotted, or is about to happen.

<rantplz>

...
...

I am extremely pissed at my friend right now.
I have no idea how to possible EXPRESS HOW ANGRY I AM AT HIM!
He hasn't been talking to me. He promised we'd keep in touch after I graduated (he's still in the pit o doom).

And have we?
Not really. I talk to him every day, and rarely get a response from him. This whole summer, I think I've had two meaningful conversations with him.


...
...
It really pisses me off. We spent a lot of time together during the year. (Genuine band nerdie, and proud of it.)




You may say
"Oh, Mika, stop your whining, he's probably busy!"

....

....
epic phail.
wrong.

He... 'claims to be doing stuff'.
Just 'stuff'

Like, sitting in front of the TV and watching Harry Potter. That was that last bit of "stuff" I heard about.


He used to tell me a lot.
Not everything, but a lot.




Now he tells me nothing.
Even on the rare occasions that he talked to me.

When I ask what he's been doing the past days, he says "stuff"
And I say....
What kind of stuff?
"Stuff."

I'm sick of this "stuff" bullshit.

Today, I texted him "GUESS WUTTTT DDDD"
and he said what.

that was the first word I'd heard from him in a few days.
And it was only to satisfy his curiosity.


I told him he Epic Phailed.
Cause he deserves it.

You know, I really don't like those people. The people that only talk to you or pretend to care, when something catches their interest.
That's what all, if not most of my "friends" do.
Except for the few outside of school.
And one girl in my school that I barely knew, but she's a sweetie.



Our friendship... if it ever even was (sharing skittles, getting in trouble together, hitting each other with our instruments, always talking in band)....
is going down the drain.

I don't know his feelings about me.


but I know mine
and only I can know mine.


and it is:

I don't care.
nobody cares.


I'm getting my mind off of him.
If he wants to talk to me when he's bored. He can.


I won't respond.

I have nothing to talk to him about, nor do I want to waste my precious time with things like that instead of doing which are going to impact my future...


music
summer reading
arts


I feel terrible now.
I've wasted energy and thought doing anything related to him.




I hope I don't eat a lot tomorrow.
I get over depression by eating.
Bad
bad
bad
habit.


</end rant>



sorry for putting you through that, those that took the time to read it, but I appreciate it.










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